will u be my Fcking Boyfriend?....<3...again

likee i really need a boyfriend.....but im to picky and...and i dont know what i want... i get really jealous when ever i see my friends and their significant others together holding hands and being all mushy and lovey dovey together. like i really want a guy who can really make me laugh and thats all that matters to me.. everytime i think ive found mr.right i do smothing stupid and screw eveything all up...sometimes i wonder whats wrong with me....this time i think ive found the right guy and things havent always worked out between us but this time around were going to try again. i was such a bitch to him and he was nothing but a sweet heart to me
.. i really hope this newyear to come everthing works out...<3.......i mean ive kind of fallen for him again he never lost his LOVE for me...in my heart i kind of think he's the right one.....<3

17 in 1 month....im gonna party like its my birthday

next month im turning 17 and i want to have a get together with about 12-16 of my closest friends and sooooo im thinkgin about celebrating it at this really really girly girly restaurant in the city.....so then after that im planning to have a girls night out with 5 of my closest friends im so excited
.............im planning on getting a belly ring and 1 or 2 tiny tatts on my foot and on my ear!!!!!!!!

first entry...yay

.....:p nooo im sad christmas (best holiday everrrr ) is over... but thank GOD the new year is just a few days away and ive already started writing my resolution.............:)